Scarlet Sins and Pure Snow

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It's already another night

walking the house alone

the darkness is dimming light

while voices they can't hear

speak to me.


A cold draft of air

seethes of a demon's touch

This visible invisible cares

too little for far too much


On my back, or around my legs

like a wolf and vampiric hybrid

sounds cliche', but not so common

when seeing spiritual eyes; you did


Not how this should be, forgive me Father

I'm not normal but you know this

that I'm not evil; all I want is innocence

when instinct slaughters my mind and body


Those in the light

know we die in the

dark; losing faith

but holding

on.



Corrupt Unity


How can we be as white as snow

when scarlet sins are all we know?

Sometimes we're dragged so far below

all we do is scream


Nothing is ever as it seems

especially in warfare such as this

It's not physical, of that I'm sure

the pulpit now is just a blur


Why do you preach of harmony

facades and corrupt unity

Why can't you see

that we want more

The truth, the Word

and nothing more


Wolves and demons all around

nothing new, they will surround

all our breaches and walls alike

till dawn awakes and death to night


Lost the fight, not the war

I will no longer be your whore

Your scarlet harlots will decay

when Christ returns this very day.



The Ray and the Light


Severing the memories of the past

becomes harder and harder with each relapse

Dreams do not comfort a soul at night

When all I want is to know I'm alright


Surrender the pain (Let the healing come)

To die is to gain ( Let thy will be done)


All I want

is to live and die for You

and not to live

for the next thing that's new


Is the mirror in my mind a reflection of Your love?

Look in, turn away, then pass by

Why not look deeper, pause and gaze in awe

at the one who's sacrifice I never saw


I'm looking at the ray, but into the light

The world surrounds my vision, now where is my sight?



Stories


My story is so much more than pain

yeah, its so much more than hurt and lies

Got tired of wastin time and feelin same

feelings that led to tears and cries


He wrote my name with His sacrifice

ink was precious blood; nails were pens

I'm not a footnote at the bottom

I'm a chapter in the Book of Life


Show me life beyond reality

I'm a change in the making

every day is new; same struggles

but at least I'm saying (with faith)

life is more than vanity


My words are complex, all is true

Not all bruises were black and blue

Yet through the cross; this mourning

for me brings new mercies in the morning


Bring me into Your halls of glass

smoke and angels speak Your glory

How can this world which will pass

compare to the greatest treasure?



Ephesians 1:3


You whispered Your plan in my heart

so much better than this present dream

A thousand broken shards direct darts

that penetrate my lightning beam


Faith triumphed over doubt and lies

Praise to Jesus! Hands ascended high


So many, so many, do we plan

Futile, oh so futile are us (man)

So powerful enough to hold on

Not strong enough to let go


To stay away from You (wage of death)

Now I dont want to ever leave

I can't scream praises loud enough

if only my arms were ladders to heaven


Here begins Your new sentence in the Book of Life

written with Your nails and precious blood

So show me Your scars again

So I may desire to hold You closer



Chasm


I was dancing amid shadows of light

Seeing only what I felt

Tasting only what I heard

Speaking fooliishly with all my might


Never did I know how close

I was to this farthest chasm

4 steps up the mountain
3 ignorant praises
2 for curiosity
One fall


Artificial light blinds more than darkness

Please raise me up again like You did

My many words; stones to a bird

Take my hand and curse the idle word


Now that I'm in this fall again

I can't wait till I hit the bottom

Let me never sin against You

give me discernment, Father


Cursed may I be

if you ever see

my angelic syntax

with demonic motives