Sunday, July 4, 2010

The Windowpane on the Past and Present

These are some poems and songs I have written which will hopefully give you guys a look into my life without me having to write a short bio. In my case it wouldnt be short anyways, I would need to write a novel.


Unspoken Words
There's nothing left, no pieces to save
I'm hanging on.....but to what?
Lost love and memories echo through caves
Haunting silence, no vacancy to sleep
I am a shattered piece of broken glass
They walked away, quickly with no regret
Told I was never wanted, unspoken words
Speak volumes through careless actions
Sorry this son was a mistake from one night in bed
To die is easy, but to live is harder
but I'm a fighter and will keep fighting
till I die; I am smarter
than those who are now broken and crying
They walked away, even faster, with no regret
said nothing at all (just left), unspoken words
speak volumes through careless inactions
Sorry this man was a product of trivial desires
And the worst part is
before things get better
I'm headed for a cliff
Looking Back, Moving Forward
What do you do.....when all you have is pain?
When love has left you and you're all alone?
Your sanity cannot survive amid lives of insane
How much longer must we lick all these wounds?
Rip it, bleed it and zip it up
Dont tell me when I should heal
Suck it, dry it, blow it dry
In time will there be a seal
I've found my nighttime sanctuary
along with friends of misguided ghosts
We dance because of our fallen nature
No one can help us when they sent us there
What do you do......when your world's been infected?
When Shakespeare's tragedy becomes a parody of your life?
These violent delights surely have their violent ends
Only love can heal hurt behind broken hazel eyes
I dont cry on the outside anymore
I'm leaving the past to rot and decay
Moving forward, no no no no no more
Good-bye to parasites; no longer your whore
Until Then
I wanna know what it'd be like
to feel lightning touch my skin
to see my soul be cleansed from sin
As rain and wind dance in circles
I wanna fly with angels; shades of grey and purple
skies of twilight bleed to darkness
His love guides when blindness is my sight
This finite night now my infinte rest
Hands are blistered from whispered prayers
My demons aren't always in close corners
Sometimes I just wanna turn it off
Yeah turn it off but keep fightin
Till the end finally stops
Now even though I caught myself
I still have a ways before I hit the bottom
So the worst part is I'm still fallin
But the best scene is when I finally hit
And I wanna know love in a hurricane
Feel fury, mercy and grace in one
I'm not the same kid from your memory
So dont expect little growth or maturity
Ignorance
Shut me up in a cavern
Or perhaps a tiny tavern
Send me to the brink
Or drowning in an ice rink
The edge isnt on a cliff
Its always right below you
Crazy, crazy, psycho people
dont know what they want, want, want,want
Semblance of ignorance
is always what they flaunt, flaunt, flaunt, flaunt
Dig a hole inside a pit
Flem and lies are still just spit
Swallow the pills and novocaine
But your hallow bark is as bad as your bane
The end begins the final chapter
To eternity though it doesnt matter
Judge me as you will
slam that gavel down
louder c'mon! louder still
stupidity wears you like a crown.
The Fence
I left this world at a young age
when blood and darkness united as one
My haven of rest has become a cage
where demons and dreams bend thoughts of reality
No one knows the true pain
the true horror beneath the stories
Believe me, trust me, we're not the same
Just go on your way, with little or no memory
So many times I feel on both sides
of the fence ; what do I do now?
Satan haunts and attacks with a bow
I never will cause Christ is my King
Confusion leads to substitution
of morals over values; good-bye
to a world of lies and corruption
I'm getting high by stepping down
Being cool and courageous
doesnt always mean saved and blameless
Why are we so lame and careless?
Open our eyes to see the blindness.

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